Caught Red Handed - August 19th

Your world crashes
Under the slightest indifference.
Words with no consistence
I'm never speaking up again

No wait, your words got you in trouble
I will speak up once again
Again, again, again


Pre Chorus
Whoa, trade mindsets with me
It's not as crazy
as it seems

Chorus
You've got to loosen up on me
You can't expect complete sanity
From me or anyone else at all

While you're running in circles
Hiding, what's really happening
Well you are caught
Red Handed

With you
Nothing I say is right
It's always a one man fight
But no, this end tonight

Daddy says
Don't say anything
But I've got different plans
Again, again, again

Pre Chorus
Whoa, trade mindsets with me
It's not as crazy
as it seems

Chorus
You've got to loosen up on me
You can't expect complete sanity
From me or anyone else at all

While you're running in circles
Hiding, what's really happening
Well you are caught
Red Handed

(Instrumental)

My crazy words
Got me trouble
But maybe you're one step
above me

Bridge
Maybe you're one step above
Maybe everything's a lie
Why should I tell you
If all you do is lie

Mama said, think before speaking
But I know, that this is
Again, again, again

Pre Chorus
Whoa, trade mindsets with me
It's not as craazy
as it seems

Chorus
You've got to loosen up on me
You can't expect complete sanity
From me or anyone else at all

While you're running in circles
Hiding, what's really happening
Well you are caught
Red Handed

Your world crashes
Under the slightest indifference.

This Time

I can guess all that you’re thinking
Without you saying what you mean
Talk is cheap, now you’re not so smooth
Since I know your game

Chorus:
It won’t work this time
I see through your lies
Without them your game is lacking
It won’t work this time
Am I making myself clear?
This ends right here

Forever, are you joking?
Can’t believe you’re prevoking, me still
I found what you keep hidden
From the beginning in your eyes

The minute your moth opened
Your words had me choking
The flames coming over me

It won’t work this time
I see through your lies
Without them your game is lacking
It won’t work this time
Am I making myself clear?
This ends right here

Bridge:
Go home, alone
It’s not worth the fight
The fires burning out tongiht
You’ve lost

I’ll admitt
You had me for a minute
With all the chaos
I might die

It won’t work this time
I see through your lies
Without them your game is lacking
It won’t work this time
Am I making myself clear?
This ends right here

Am I making myself clear?
It won’t work this time.

No Surrender

Chorus
Sometimes you've gotta face the wind
And when it knocks you down again
You have to hold it in
Fake a smile when
The tears can't fall for awhile

You know that it's a loosing fight
You're still gonna hold on tight
No surrender

While you're walking through a hurricane
People you once had are falling away
Now's not the time
To turn around

Worst is yet to come
Words like a loaded gun
And you still know
This isn't what you want

Pre Chorus
So when you're looking for a helping hand
But there's no one to help you stand
Just wishing it would be over soon

Chorus
Sometimes you've gotta face the wind
And when it knocks you down again
You have to hold it in
Fake a smile when
The tears can't fall for awhile

You know that it's a loosing fight
You're still gonna hold on tight
No surrender

There's a shred of hope in your eyes
Nobody will ever see you cry
Sympathy's not
Worth your time

The world keeps turning
We all fall down in life
But only the strong make it out

Chorus x2
Sometimes you've gotta face the wind
And when it knocks you down again
You have to hold it in
Fake a smile when
The tears can't fall for awhile

You know that it's a loosing fight
You're still gonna hold on tight
No surrender

Wonder

Let me tell you
Here’s the story line
Girl meets the boy
Making her dreams come to life

Two years to the day
Is when it all feel apart
But the pain in her heart
Just never went away

Chorus
And I can’t help but wonder
Why this is what you do
You claim I’ll never know
When you taught me cold truth
I could dwell on forever
Or just walk away
But with or without you
I better make it through

How could you just settle
Is this really real?
Can’t you believe
That she’s to far from you

You deserve so much better
Even though I’m still not at par
All I have to remember you
Is the number of scars

Chorus Repeat

You seem to be following
Conversation of you in air
Deep in my heart I still need you here

There’s a point of revelation
That rumor left untrue
Love still ends with pain and goodbye

Chorus Repeat x2

I better make it through x4

On My Own - March 24, 2009

My memory of you will stay untouched
For now you are to much - of a hassle
While your passing by
I will turn my away
And pray for no confrontation

Breathe it in
This isn't over
And hold your breath
Forgive but never forget

Chorus;
Can't you just accept
The fact that I regret
All the things I said
Please just move along by me
Apologies will come out all wrong
This is hard enough without your charm pulling me under
Cue the tears and kill your fears
That I want you again

At some point in life
I'll be able to sing this song out loud
But until that day comes
No word or whisper will escape my mouth

I hope you will hear my truth
But don't come running
I'm not looking, I'm not looking
For you anymore

Chorus;
Can't you just accept
The fact that I regret
All the things I said
Please just move along by me
Apologies will come out all wrong
This is hard enough without your charm pulling me under
Cue the tears and kill your fears
That I want you again

Baby the truth hurts
A lot worse than any lie I could create
I'm not here to save your soul
When I can't control my own
Won't listen to your excuses now

You left me for her
So it's obvious that she topped me
I didn't hold your words against you
Someday I'll realize we just weren't meant to be
To be in love

Chorus;
Can't you just accept
The fact that I regret
All the things I said
Please just move along by me
Apologies will come out all wrong
This is hard enough without your charm pulling me under
Cue the tears and kill your fears
That I want you again

I need you to leave me be
Even forget about me
I can deal with that

All On My Own

Contradiction - March 23, 2009

The words used to define us
The lyrics can always find us
For complex terms follow me
The definition of my steps

For the game we play
Can only be won once
We have to practice through the pain
Hoping that we gain
A love unlike any other

Chorus;
Sentences fall from your lips
Sinking in through my skin
For god so help me
I found who I need to be
Inside of your soul
But I think I'll stick to words because
The battle wounds get worse
I deal with this contradiction

The confused thoughts
Bubbling up to the surface
With no way to cease to exist
I still need you

Although my head remains unclear
My heart beats poison for you
Right here
I doubt I'll make it through

Chorus;
Sentences fall from your lips
Sinking in through my skin
For god so help me
I found who I need to be
Inside of your soul
But I think I'll stick to words because
The battle wounds get worse
I deal with this contradiction

With the hole burning through my chest
I would be a fool to turn away from you
But I, but I
Don't think I can handle one more break

Chorus Rewrite for ending;
Sentences fall from your lips
Sinking in through my skin
I found sudden strength to finally see
That we really meant to be
You fill up all my burning desire
I know I can follow you
You will see me through
You understand...

My passing contradiction.

Random Lines I think of during school

I basically think these up at school while not paying attention. I have at least two pages here in front of me so I will updates this every so often..

"And would it kill you to miss me 'cause I'm dying from missing you"

"Like with you is to much to take but life without is such a mistake."

"The hardest thing I can ever do
Is turn and walk away from you
Even if I know that's what right
With this hold you have on me
It's a losing fight"

"There is so much I want to say
But the words never form in the right way
Lines, Vines, and trying times
Feeding each other the lies."